WoW.. so much has changed in my life in the last week! I never thought it would happen to me, but as soon as my rents found out I did drugs they sent me to a rehab center called >PaThWaY< it was the worst week of my life. The program is supposed to last a YEAR.. I'm SO----->O glad my parents took me out of it! It was worse than juvy I sware, I couldn't talk or shave or look at boys.. wasn't allowed to use the bathroom or shower alone.. or talk to my parents. Yeah I freaked & ran away the 1st day, but, they caught me.. ha.. if u wanna know more ask me but i can honestly say i've been to -->HELL & BACK!! I actually did learn a lot tho.. I went from having *everything* to having *nothing*.. & of course I'm still grounded now but it really doesn't matter.. anything is better than nothing..& I realized how much everything means to me. So as far as I know me & chase are still together.. but idk how well things are going to work out.. he really pushes me to do drugs more than anyone else, but I just love him so much it sucks. But I realized also that I'm still in love with Ryan, way more than Chase.. but yeah i know that will never work out. AHH whatever I'll keep ya guys posted! <3 yas~!~ give HUGS not DRUGS hahaha...