Geeze, don't you hate when your working on something and yuo get out of "the whatever it is" and YOU FORGET TO SAVE. So I've worked on this animation for the majority of my Comm tech class. Then of course as luck would have it I didn't save and I closed the program. Shucks, totally. So.. about the whole Fool thing. It's all a little better now. However, I'm still tripping over some words as I talk. I'm definetly not in the right head space to be meeting people for the first time. Although, part of m thinks that I missed out on some great opprotunity last night... Last night was the art show At Beave. I got there a half and hour early with my mom and Gran. We wonderd around the school and then sat in the theatre and looked at photos my gran took at my 16th. Gawd I'm so crazy excitable. Anyways, when the show started and we walked into the east courtyard to view the art, I saw Brady right away in his Green Panda t-shirt. So chatted a while. Amongst all the people and movement of them, I lost my mom and gran and Went off by my lonesome In search of my water colour fantasy peice that was on display. At this other pencil (sqeuence of events) peice I was lost and in the zone totally engulfed init. Unbenouced to me Irma and Ryan are standing right infront of me. So we looked at all the art together and chatted of course. Not feeling so much of a fool, when I'm in my element of art. So... it was better. I got an award. :) Fridge Approved! I was glad Irma and Ryan were there. I think I had a far more interesting time with them combined than just with mom or gran. Although I kinda wish I could been with them, to tell them some behind the scenes stuff that only I might know. :P. All and all it was a good night. Although the main thing about meeting a new person. Was about how this guy who's in band. Plays bass. His name is Geoffrey Brown, He has funky pants. He's a funky pants man. I was telling ryan how I have journal entries from the begining of the year, when I had no idea who he was.. but I liked his pants. Ryan's friends with 'em. He said I should meet him and he'd introduce me. But I've been quite the fool latley. I just can't meet this art / bass / funky pants - man and trip over my words. Ryan kept encouraging. But I said, I'll do it after the awards. Unfortunetly, He had left. Awk!, those "once in a life time" chances always get me ... I supose If I'm really ment to meet him then I will. So hopefully I will. "Hello Mr. Brown"