So much work. Yes I know I've said it before, but Man, am I ever drained. And i realise how mush I used to take my availability for granted. Gawd if I had more than one day free a week. I would BE out! and about! Doing my heart's fondest speratic ideas it creates. But now you see, I have all the ideas built up in my brain and no time to do them. It's worse than being uttlery bored. You know that feeling. It hurts. Well Gawd this is killer man. No time for me, for my brain, for my loves. MY DEERS!! most of all. Fuk I miss you guys so much. oh how I miss everything so. But I'm hoping to get next saturday off, so I can see Justin and some people. I've had enough!, And it doesn't help the situation any more, Being in the busiest month of the year for the store. Peace, please. I want to be free to laze and daze in the grass, and see the sun go down. Maybe play my new-found deer Sue (guitar) whilst in this unknown ogden I've heard about but have yet to visit. Jenn: hey Laura, how's your boyfriend? Laura: oh good... Laura: we had sex four times, and once in the butt.