i look down the road and All I can see is HATE i look down the road and All i see is pain It makes me want to run to not even try It makes me want to cry It makes me want to scream it makes me not want you to touch me I am so afraid to take a chance to fall in love to really care about someone new even if it isn't you I tried to heal i tried to "be okay" "to give it a shot" "act like i am okay" "take a chance" they say you'll never know if you try i want to scream why it hurt me so much by: jill (me)