what am i suppose to do... i am so in love with anthony and he's with someone else... and i want to fight for anthony and show him how much i care... but i feel like a fucking retard like he doesn't want me back and i'm just wasting my time ... the question in my head pops up over and over again ... should i move on or keep trying? ... does he really love me or is he just lying? what am i suppost to do.. well i met a new guy jd and he's really nice and fun and treats me like a lady we hung out last night i met alot of his friends and they were really cool... do i try with this guy or do i hang on for anthony the one i love? is anthony teaching me a lesson .. and if so what is it.... i am just so confused ... i hate my life i wish it was simple... i'm sure it could be worse.. i don't want to hang out with anthony cause it will just keep me wanting more ... i'm so lost on what i should do i wish there was a sign or something that said move on or hang on ... anyone please help