man i have no fucking privacy in this damn house... i have nothing to call my own anymore,,,,and that pisses me off i want have one someone i could i call my own but i pushed him far away ... everyone might think that i am no longer in love with but i never stopped loveing him i want so bad to let him go but no matter how hard i try i can't I don't want he anymore i don't think i think it was the feeling i crave the being in LOVE is what i miss the most.... any advice