today was pretty crazy i work 10 1/2 hours and am going to school when i got out of work i let my boyfriend in side my head i was so nerves cause i think he will think of me different or hold it against me he said he won't but i feel that he might not mean too but feels differently i know he just wants to figure me out but i am afriad maybe it will bring us closer but i don't like anyone in my head it's a confusing place believe me i know it's my head.. i just don't want to be looked at differently for a few retarded thought that might of been the way i was feeling at the time but isn't truely how i feel that this as u will