i have pretty much picked my choice but there are still doubts in what i should do .... do i pick the only one i still and have ever loved or someone that Could be good for me just not really cause they do drugs and live far away.. and now that i look at it how could that be good for me cause i need to stay away from those bad thing being with him would only start back up the bad habit's that almost killed me .... so i guess i have already made my choice ... Anthony