i wish i could go back in time and spend more time with my friend CHRIS he died yesterday his brothers were my best friends i makes u think you know it makes u wonder how long u have left with your other friends, family, and anyone else it make you think that fighting over stupid shit like someone that pissed you off is redictuless and u should spend as much time with them as you can because you could look away for a second and they be gone,... with this happening it makes me never want to cut never want to hurt my self never want to touch drugs ever again.... it makes me sad and scared i just want to know why i just don't understand