so i got a new car and it's awesome it's a jetta and i love my boyfriend very much.... to day is valentine's day and go figure i have an amazing dream about my ex. WONDERFUL. so the one day it should be about us i'm stuck thinking about someone else i am such a horrible girlfriend. i guess i love being self destructive cause i am slowly fucking up an amazing thing... i guess my problem is i get happy and happy isn't good enough... wtf is wrong with me why do i do this