oh so alot has happened since my last entry.... i've been single since early june....and i have been trying to well i guess get adam out my system if u know what i mean.. :-) well it's up and down like always it's really quite annoying ... one day it's amazing and the next it's like who's Jill... it makes me feel wondereful cause i've loved this guy since 10th grade... well maybe it's love maybe it's just i've never had a chance to relize that he's a pig like most guys i am attracked to ... and mean while my ex won't go away... long enough for me to figure out what i want to do with my life or for that matter who i want to be with i've been with him so long i am unsure on what I WANT....