do you think its okay to make it seem like you care a lot about what happened, but then try and forget about it, and carry on with your life in just one fucking second? so... when i was hurt, i was sure you didnt give a damn because of what you did. but you assured me. ASSURED me that you would always, always care. and right now, i bet your thoughts dont EVEN linger on the fact that what you did was bad. dont think that im obsessed with you or something. its just what you did to me, and what youre doing right now. you seriously bullshitted me, no god damn lie. and when i was hurting the most, you told me you would care. but youre not showing it. time goes on, and people change. i know. but that doesnt mean you have to lie. there was only one, ONE time, where i had lied to you. you called, i answered. we talked a little. "nicole?" "yeah?" "...i dont think i want a girlfriend right now.." "...oh.." "i just thought that before we were really good friends and i dont want to ruin that." "....oh, uh yea..i..thought about it too." total lie. the only time. and i dont want to think or start counting how much youve lied to me. but its okay, i wont bother. ill even try to stop thinking about you. because i just realized... you made up a huge lie, to cover another lie. lies, LIES, FUCKING LIES. i love it, william. i L-O-V-E it. so youve carried on already, a few days after i told you i found out. youre in love again. you know.. you always talked to me about how FAKE love can be between people, especially in middle school. well fuck that god damn trash. youre an idiot, because all YOU give is fake love. you are 'truly' in love with me. but oh... what? you suddenly fall 'in love' with another, RIGHT after we're over. that kinda makes me feel like... uhm whats the word im looking for? SOMEFUCKEDUPGODDAMNSHITTYPIECEOFGARBAGE. thats exactly it. i hate the slut that you cheated on me with. but i just feel sorry for the rest of the girls youve been with. poor, poor girls. youve cut me deeply, kid. god damn sonofabitchkid. to the point where i may not be able to talk or walk or other stuff. to the hospital i gooo.