ringringring "hi, youve reached the nomura residence. please leave a message after the beep. *beeeeep*." "......" "who was that?" "no one." k. so i explained the lame random title of this entry. i havent written because i dont feel like it. some things have happened. -this...boy, is being a bastard to me. -this guy wont leave me alone -im fucking tired of my bitchass 'sister' -i got my two C's to B's -i cut&dyed my hair -edwin&i are no longer friends -i got my first A on a bio test. yea. i just have to say how much my sister.. sucks dick. penis. ugh so. big news. TIM IS FUCKING FLYING OVER HERE. AND IS GOING TO SPEND THE NIGHT. IN MY OWN FUCKING HOUSE. NEAR ME. IN THE SAME BUILDING AS ME. please kill me. slit my throat. stab my back. shoot my head. please. i beg you. nonononono. i dont want him heeeere. i will cry my eyes out, and never leave the house. cause ill be scarred for life. tim is a sexually-obsessed rapist. he does 15 year old girls, and he's 20 years old. he was homeschooled, and most homeschooled boys are all mofos. he has no life. hes not going anywhere. and yet, my parents know none of this. theyre letting him in. for up to a week. when i screamed and almost cried about the news, they just sat quietly. and im like '...what are you thinking???' im not going to say hi. im not going to look at him. i wont let him into our room. shit, i might not even let him into our house if i tried. i was afraid of this a long time ago, and now its actually happening. tim's going to yuki's graduation. if he goes, im not going. and i dont really give a goddamn fuck. yuki's a fool. a naive, stupid, shameful fool. she wants tim to love her, and she knows all the bad things hes done. yet she forgives him. and sucks up to him. like a little disgusting slave. HE LIVES IN TEXAS FOR GODDAMN SAKES. after three whole years, hes still a stranger. a goddamn creepy one. she met him in an online chat room. HAH. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. PFFFT. HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. wow. i got a cool sister, huh? shes so great. i love her to death. i wish everyone knew my sister. yea, fuck that. im pissed. to the point where im going insane. i.... ...... ....... ........ ......... hope his plane crashes. there. i said it. CAUSE YOU DONT UNDERSTAND. hes done no good. he hasnt been there. he made my sister cry and suck up to him and be his little...personal...slave. sure, everyone deserves to live. not unless it gets personal. and its gone too far. i dont want her to communicate with him any longer. it would be better if he just vanished. im a bad person. im just saving my lost sister. thats all.