today i woke up angry and depressed. i guess im okay now. i never thought i would be. so im surprised. i learned a lot during this week. a lot about myself, and people. you cant always trust people. you cant trust anyone but yourself. i know blahblah sounds cliche and whatnot, but its totally true and i know it. you think you know someone. but then one day the turn your back on you, and you think... what the fuck happened? because you thought you knew them. but you didnt. you can never forgive and forget, when something happens that changes your life. but you can do things to make stuff better. holding a grudge against people is shit. complete shit. it just makes you hate people. which could possibly make people hate YOU. just live with it. im not saying that you cant hate anyone. hate is such a strong word, not to be usd lightly at all. but...hating someone, means that you truly do not want to look at them, hear their name, speak of them, think of them, see anything that reminds you of them... thats a big deal. to me, at least. my keyboard is being really really stupid and im getting upset again. k im done.