i think i should promise myself something. when i fall in love again i wont ever, ever say anything that i wont mean. i wont ever say anything that i know will never happen. i wont ever say anything that will be meaningless tomorrow, or the next day. i dont care if it sounds right for the moment. because if theres a breakup that person will get hurt afterwards, when they think about what i said. because they realize it wasnt true after all. that it was just kind of worthless. i wouldnt want them to be hurt. because i care. and i would feel like the most mean, hurtful, stupid person. ever. and i wouldnt be able to forget it because i remember. ill always remember it and feel sort of guilty. id think about that person. if youre reading this and youre thinking 'wow youre really stupid. just move on you dumbhead.' id shoot your face off. maybe. because people who dont care about people theyve hurt, dont matter. at all.