Lonely as I am, together we cry...... Howdy ya'll. Glad to actually be updating at Sit. I have missed it. 've been sick lately. A cough, the occasional sneeze, wish me a short and speedy recovery. I have been reading a lot lately, and I really like it. And I have also been on sort of a "clean life" thing. No more booze, eating healthier, etc... It isnt for any specific reason though. Just for kicks. I have been sort of down lately watching my friends get gf's again. Etang has a girl, Scotty is still with L, etc... And, alas, I remain perpetually single. It's sort of like a story I just read called "Those who walk away....". It's about a perfect town with peace and joy, but in a basement there is a child. Fed little and kept perpetually in his litle closet, this child must suffer for the town to remain perfect. If any one person even says a kind word to the child, the peace and joy would be shattered. So there are always people who go to visit the child, and never return home. They just keep walking, out of the town, away from the inhumane sacrifice of the child's life. And maybe I have to remain single for my friends to have relationships. Or maybe I am just a complete douche around girls that I like. That's probably it. -J.B.N.