I wish things weren't so blah right now for me. I look around and nothing is familiar when i think maybe deep inside it is and i dont like it. words after words, nothing means anything. I dont know what I want and it scares me! I wish someone could just tell me what to do so that I wouldnt be able to blame myself later. Maybe the familiarity of everything is what pushed me to pursue what I did. If you're reading this you probably dont know what I mean. I chose computer engineering for a major but im not sure if i really want to get into that! It's like a second doubt on everything i get myself into! but i know that in anything that i get myself into I will give it my all but will I be happy? Thats all i want... I like psychology like more then other people, i believe. Should I change my chosen major?? It always ends up to this: my head or my heart?