you veiled my confidence, you fucking jerk!

i told him my answer and he laughed. the answer i worked hours trying to find and the bastard starts laughing in my face. that insolence got straight to my last nerve, mutilating my ego along the way. "it doesn't make sense, your proof is what you had to prove," he said. yes, i'll admit defeat in my reasoning, but it's him i blame for bringing my mind to the gates of oblivion with nothing to contain my furious cries... and, as i desperately try to collect a faultless answer, he can stand there leisurely rubbing his chin like a fucking true mathematician, and nod like he understands something, but i'll know that, deep deep down, he's here with me, lost in confusion.
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Oh.. it actually matters a great deal what you believe. What matters a great deal more is that you never stop believing in what you believe. I'm not sure if I've ever caught your name? How rude of me if so. Please don't feel obliged... but mr_smiley04@hotmail.com ...in the event you feel compelled.

And thank you for sharing with me what you believe I am, at the least.
sometimes i feel like our bodies, the more stress and danger of being exposed as unsure we are, go into overdrive and do everything possible to give off signals of superiority and normalcy. does that make sense? It did in my head..