In the past few days I have been barricading myself inside my house watching countless hours of television and feeling worthless simply because I was doing nothing. My friends where all trapped in their classrooms, so I was virtually alone. I thought, what if I remained like so?... and suddenly my mind turned toward depression for I was feeling sorry for myself. Then during one of my sleepless nights at around 3:30 am, salvation came through the Kooks video "always where i need to be," written on the wall said: "the future is unwritten." It just comfirmed what I always knew but it brought new light to how truthful this statement was. Nostradamus was one of the most accurate prophets known and he said that although he predicted all those things to happen, he also thought that the future could always be changed. There has been many other prophets and they all came to the same conclusion so I was determined now. I got my boost to get out of my loophole and just look forward that maybe I could change my lazy ways and just step up to the plate and use my ideas to change the world around me. My first step: thanking my mom for all she's done for me because as much as I love her I'm afraid I couldn't let the exact words: "MOM, I love you," come out of my mouth. I realize that one day this could be my biggest regret...