it's the nineteenth. that most special day that only comes around once a month. that most special day where i remember tonya and i getting back together nine months ago. nine months is the time it takes to make a baby. to create a life. does this mean we have created a life together. just her and i. do we need to add a little one to that life? tonya is actually signed on as i am writing this. it's funny cause i've never seen her on when i was writing before. i got on five minutes after her. i cannot wait to go see her tonight. i'm back to working for my dad part time. 8 bucks an hour aint too bad i guess. i worked nine hours this week, so that means 72 dollars. i like that. we have a good time so it's well worth it. i have bass lessons tonight at 8 i guess i'm gonna learn something. dont know what yet, but something. then it's back to tonya's work so that i may walk her home. i dont know why, but i love to walk her home. it's always so lovely. it's better in the summer when it isnt cold out. although she's cold when it's like seventy out. what are ya gonna do? i also have to go to skool later today. gotta do the old english thing. that class sucks more cock than my ex-girlfriend on spring break. and it's funny cause she'll never read this. got to write papers all the time and work in groups and it's fucking one hour and fifteen minutes long. it sucks. at least i made some friends in the class. college has mainly been something for me to do while i wait for tonya to get home from school. i gotta get outta here and do some homework so i'll see all you ladies later