i just realized i smell bad. so anyway, i think tonya is upset over me saying i have a crush on desra, even though i'm just kidding, but she'll get over it. i hope. so anyway, i picked tonya up from school today without even seeing her comment that she wanted me to pick her up. aint i just lemon. we went and got her an appointment to get her hair done for prom. then we went to her house, then to get her check, then to the bank, then to the dollar store, then to subway, then back to her house for like ten minutes until she had to go to work, then i went with her to work, and stayed for about five minutes. i left, went home, jammed some, brought tonya some headache medicine back to her work, stayed for like twenty minutes, then i left for my interview. i was like ten minutes early for my interview, so i filled out my app, and told the guy about wanting to work a different shift now, he said that i have like 4x the chance of being hired for that shift and it works better for me. we shot the shit for a little and it was all good. i left at about seven fifteen and headed back to trindle to see my darling somemore. i actually found the easy way to get to 83 south this time. i didnt have to drive thru the ghetto, that means i didnt get shot at, and yay for that. i got back to trindle and had tonya cook me some food and then she sat next to me while i ate it and i hugged her and touched her back ever so gently and it was nice, and then i had to go to bass lessons, i learned three and a half songs and then i left. di'ag called me on my way back to trindle and we talked for about five minutes and then i went in so i could walk tonya home, i went in and she was sitting there with her christmas present from her aunt so she, in april, that she had just gotten. then her and i walked home, i pointed out how nice the stars looked tonight and then i made some over used remark about them being as pretty as her, when in reality i could never describe how beautiful she is to me. "her every imperfection makes her more perfect." (JD) then i kissed her goodnight at her house and hugged her and didnt want to drive home. cause i didnt want to leave her. after that i came here and typed this and no one really cares. some i'm gone like lemonade in july. DXE