i'm so emotionally drained right now. i cant even think strait. i bought everything i'm gonna make for dinner on friday today, but it's a surprise. i dropped my on class today cause i would've failed. the teacher gave me a withdrawal instead of a fail. so i'm happy about that. i went to my other class and signed up to take my final. things are looking up right now. i'm just in a hole. i hope tonya decides to come over for a little bit tonight, i'm feeling lonely and want someone to talk to. and she's my favorite person to talk to. i'm gonna try to nap for a little bit now. cause i gotta go to work tonight. i dont understand. i dont understand.