today started out with a note on my door from my dad. he said that he wanted me to call him before i went anywhere and that i should clean up the house. so i clean up the house, do the dishes, offer to take my mom's stuff to the bank for her, and then i say i'm gonna go visit tonya at work. so i leave, and i go to the bank, and then i get to tonya's work. i ask her boss if i may go back in the kitchen with her. she always says yes, but i like to be polite. so i go back, and dont even get to talk to her at all really, she's too damn busy. then my dad calls me, and starts bitching me out cause i'm not at home. he knew damn well where i was cause i do it every sunday, and cause i called him to tell him where i was going before i went, like his note told me to do. so i come to find out my mom calls him and fails to mention any of what i did for her. so i go in to tonya and i'm like "i have to go, i love you, bye." piss poor fucking goodbye but i'm really tired of being yelled at. so i get home and my mom's fine, oh yeah i forgot to mention she was "sick" she does this every now and then when she wants attention, or wants to get my sister and i in to trouble, cause my dad becomes a real ass. he wants my sister and i to wait on my mom hand and foot, when the reality is that when i or my sister are sick it is my little brothers that get us everything, or we take care of each other, our parents dont do shit for us. so anyway, there is no point of me coming home, so i sat on the computer and played csi. that game kicks ass. then my darling baby bubbi bunker boo called me. and if you wanna know where that comes from watch "an american tale: fieval goes west" so anyway i decided i'd go to her house cause it's "fend for yourself sunday" i went over about a quarter til five, and helped her finish work in what little ways i could, then we went over to her house, she took a shower and then we decided we were gonna go to old country buffet for dinner. it was very good. i enjoyed the food and the company of my very special girlfriend. i was so stuffed i felt like puking, and so did she, so we went back to her house and layed down to digest. then we cuddled and watched fieval goes west cause it's my favorite movie. her mom was really upset so we talked to her, and tonya put away her laundry. so then we were cuddling and she fell asleep in my arms. hugging my arm like a teddy bear. you have to feel really secure to fall asleep in someones arms, at least thats how i feel. and that makes me feel good about myself. she was snoring and it was so cute. she slept for about forty five minutes then she woke up and flipped out cause of how late it was and i needed to get going, "but she looked so much like an angel, i didnt wanna wake her up" (brad paisley). so i tucked her in to bed, went out to my car, turned around and went back in cause i forgot my phone. kissed her goodnight again, cause i can never get enough of her kisses, and then i told her i loved her. and left. on the ride home i realized one of my biggest regrets. not telling her i love her when we fight, it's really selfish, i know she may not recieve it well if we are fighting, but if something were to happen to either one of us i would want her to know how i felt. i've gotta go now. DXE.