I'm so scared that the way that I feel is written all over my face. When you walk into the room, I wanna find a hiding place. We used to laugh, we used to hug, the way that old friends do. But now a smile and a touch of your hand makes me come unglued. It's such a contridiction, do I lie or tell the truth? Is it fact or fiction, oh the way I feel for you? It's so complicated, I'm so frustrated. I wanna hold you close, I wanna push you away, I wanna make you go, I wanna make you stay. Should I say it? Should I tell you how I feel? Oh, I want you to know, but then again I don't. It's so complicated... Just when I think I'm under control, I think I finally got a grip - Another friend tells me that my name is always on your lips. They say you're more than just a friend, they say I must be blind. Well, I admit that I've seen you watch me from the corner of your eye. Oh it's so confusing, I wish you'd just confess. but think of what I'd be losing... If your answer wasn't yes. It's so complicated, I'm so frustrated. I wanna hold you close, I wanna push you away, I wanna make you go, I wanna make you stay. Should I say it? Should I tell you how I feel? Oh, I want you to know, but then again I don't. It's so complicated... I heard that song on the radio this morning, hadn't heard it in years. Literally, years. And I didn't know what else to write so figured what the hell. So yeah. Later on. <3 Linds