He actually thinks that Dylan is a threat. Like, that something might happen between us. i know that Dylan and i mess around alot, but that's just cause he's my best friend. THAT'S ALL. i don't know what i have to tell Kiefer to get him to understand that I don't want anyone else. since the first time he ran his fingers through my hair; since the first time his hugs eased my pain && since the first time his kisses took my breath away, i knew there was no one else for me. but i guess he just doesn't see that. and i know i get upset over little things, but i guess me getting upset over little things is my way of showing how much i care. he will never know how many times i've laid in my bed, all night, just thinking how much he means to me & how much i love him. there are moments in my life that i will always remember. not because they were important... but because he was there. everytime he tells me i'm beautiful, he makes me believe i can make it through one more day, one more challenge, one more tragedy. a 3-word statement does not justify the importance that he has in my life. instead of saying i love him, i want him to know that no statement in english, or any other language, could possibly captivate the very essence of how much i truly treasure his existance.