Hey, what do you know? Guitar lessons actually worked out. Bryan came over and attempted to teach me how to play "Anthem Of Our Dying Day" on my step-dad's electric guitar but....ya, im not very good. Oh well, it was fun trying to learn. When he left he said we were gonna have a sleep-over and he'd sneak in through my window....ya, right. That got me to thinkin....which is good, cause i really needed to think about alot of stuff that had been bothering me lately. And just yesterday i figured it out. I know what to do know. Whatever it takes, babe. Don't you love it when you avtually know what you have to do? It may not be easy but you know you have to do it and your just so relieved becuase knowing is so much easier than spending eveynight crying and wondering what the hell is happening? Well, you may not know, but it's wonderful to know. For some things in life there are no words. And one of those things is how i feel about this whole situation. But, lets try this out, see how it goes......and maybe things will work out for the best in the end.