Tommorrow is gonna suck. Practice: 5:45am-7am El Camino: 7:30-8 Work: 8:30-4 Homework: 4:30-...whenever i hate summer. i get no sleep. i overwork myself. bite off more than i can chew and then complain that i'm choking. i don't know why. i guess i know i'll get it done even if it means staying up until 2am every night just to get it done. but i'm so very tired. and my heart hurts. i don't know why, but it does. it feels a sense of dread. my mind tells it to calm down, but it cant help but worry. i can't help but worry. it's part of who i am. so if you give a damn, take me or leave me.