[*179*] love & loss

Listening to: 24 Hours - The Sounds
Feeling: pensive
Wizard of Oz is officially over. I'm sad. I didn't think I would cry, but Steph and Malcolm made me. I can't believe the seniors are leaving. I'm gonna miss them sooooo much, it sucks. Especially Christian, Malcolm, Steph and of course Natasha. Aww. But they'll be close, and if I get accepted to Northridge I'll be seeing Jaymond and Christian there, if I go to LaVerne I'll room with Natasha, and if I go to USC (yeah right, like I'll be accepted) then I'll see Jeff. So it's not too bad. Malcolm will be at VC so we'll have Mystery Science Theater 3000 parties like no other. And Christian's gonna come back down and be in my short film next year, so that will be fun. God, I'm gonna miss them. Kevin's leaving for the entire summer, he'll be in Alabama for a drumline competition. That sucks. Last night was probably the last time I'll see him until next fall, which is lame. But he said he'd call as much as he could, and gave me the sweetest good-bye letter I've ever seen. I'm gonna miss him. We stayed up until almost 1 o'clock the other night talking in his car outside my house about love and life and everything in between. He always gives me a new perspective on things and makes me feel better. School's almost over, which is good, although summer won't be much of a break. With work, summer school, and polo, I'm gonna stay pretty busy. I'm gonna be making a short film with Chris, so that will take time. But it will be fun too so, I don't know. I'll be busy, which will be good cause it will keep my mind off of things. Everyone is leaving me. It seems like all the new friends I made this year are just vanishing right when I know them best. Christian and I have become so close, I can't imagine not hanging out with him almost every day like we have for the past month or so. I'm gonna miss him most of all I think, well, second to Natasha. He is the epitome of the best guy friend you could ever have. And such a gentleman. I think I'll miss his laugh the most. I'm smiling right now just thinking about it. And Natahsa, my hobage. I don't know who I'll tell everything to now, all my boy gossip and girl gossip and share poems with and sing "Out Tonight" with. She'll only be about and hour and a half away, but I'm still gonna miss her. I'm totally psyched for London. Natasha and I are gonna room together, and we're gonna go see Wicked and Guys & Dolls (with EWAN MCGREGOR!!!) and hopefully Spamalot as well. I'll have to work my ass off all summer, but it will be totally worth it. AH! I'm excited. School sucks. I want it to be over. I don't want to do water polo, but I'm gonna be dedicated this year anyways. It's gonna be non-stop polo til February. Yay. Prom is next Saturday. I'm pretty sure it will be fun. My dress is pretty, so I'm happy. I'm am going to go eat cake now. Farewell.
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