yea...i do believe that the one feeling is bad in full force now. greater than what it was before. everytime i talk to him,whether it be on the phone, in person, or online...i get that feeling in the pit of my stomach. i havent felt that in a while...let me tell you how nice it is. i seriously think im pathetic though, and i'll probably end up annoying him eventually. i go three days without talking to him and i miss him so damn much. i honestly can't stop thinking about him most of the time. but yea...today was VERY long but pretty good. i worked 4:30-8:30 today...so that kind of sucked. until this one guy came through my line. we were incredibly busy and he only had one item...and he obviously had some kind of mental handicap. im not quite sure what it was. so i ask him hows he's doing, and he says that he's doing very well since he's standing in the presence of such a beautiful girl. (i was later told i turned 5 shades of red) this COMPLETELY caught off guard. so i finished up his order and he was like "Since you've been so nice to me, i have something for you...i dont expect it to be used today, or even tomorrow, but keep it for the future" and he hands me his phone number, with "ask for robbie" scrawled across the top in handwriting that could pass as one of my second graders. i got sooooo flustered. but the next lady in line looked at me like she was about to cry. she was all like "you handled that so well...your parents should be VERY proud of you...i see too many teenagers laugh at and make fun of people like that" yea thats a long story, but its worth telling...it just made my night...i couldnt stop smiling...it was great... i think i will hang onto that number...just for kicks...its a good memory no need to be jealous though tony...you have to remember you hold my heart in your hands