well its been a while since ive updated, ive been really busy with work and now school. Im now a junior, which means i have about 2-2.5 years to go, including this one. and i think im going to be able to stay on the deans list too. school is going well, i like my communications professor, hate the class. i have horrible anxiety about getting up infront of a group of peers and giving a speech. i cut back my hours to a whole 36 hours a week, if thats cutting back, and im in school 20 hours a week, so its a pretty fast paced schedule. my mom left her fiance about 2 weeks ago, and theyre already talking again. you know, im a pretty damn good judge of character, and so is my grandma, and niether of us can stand him. thats got to count for something. Brian and I are actually doing quite well, hes slowed down on the drinking a bit and has been talking about quitting smoking, which him even thinking about it is amazing to me. his sister and i had a long talk last night about him and it really explained why he is the way he is. i really shouldnt go into details, not even on here, because its essentially what i went through as a kid, plus some. it explained so damn much. i actually think thats all i had to say pretty much, and ill probably be posting from school more on mondays, im there from 1030-8 with three classes.