i never thought things with brian and i could be this good, honestly. ever since we talked the way we did the other week, things have changed so much in between us. hes actually making an effort to be with me more, so thats its not all on my shoulders to see him. its so strange to hear him say those three little words like he does. it almost terrifies me, because i know how catious he is with using them. hes now being forced to work 2-10 shifts now though, and thats a little rough. i think we may be moving our dinner night to sunday nights, when hes off, and im off by 530. my glasses arent right, i need to go back in. my dad called today and told them i was still seeing things blurred, and they said thats normal because theyre reading glasses. theyre not reading glasses. im farsighted in my left eye and have an astigmatism in my right. street signs are still blurred. the signs above the isles arent clear either. thats reading dumbass. ugh. the pharmacy lost my 12 month BC Rx i dropped off a few months ago. my last rx didnt run out until last month, but i was afraid id lose it so i gave it to them early to extend my previous one?? yea...definately not on file, never recorded that i dropped it off, its not even where they keep all the hand written Rxs. failures. i raised hell. but i called my dr and got a new one, but its only for 2 months. so im forced to go to the yearly tht was due in november. my last credit card payment goes out tomorrow. good riddance. so tired of that. and with goes the little parking ticket i got last weekend when i went to visit cortney again. it was only $20 though. but yea, thats just a quick update, ive got to straighten this place up a little and get to bed..gotta tutor the little ones tomorrow.