I started seeing someone new for a while, and things got serious, and we slept together. And while doing this, something happened that shouldnt have after sex and I went to the Dr. This is something that I went to the Dr for with Brian, but they found nothing wrong. Didn't know why I was bleeding. This happened for a month once, and the Dr didnt find anything wrong. I went in this time, because Brian and the new guy are completely different in bed. This time, they found something. They found a cyst. They say that they dont think that its cancer, they switched my birth control, and im not allowed to take continuous pill packs anymore (to skip my period). This is such a reality check for me. The dr doesnt seem overly worried, but here I am walking around in a daze. I had a dream last night that it was cancer. In the end of the dream i wake up and my hair is gone. As much as i say it to people, I want to have children some day. I want three. Im sitting here crying over something that the dr told me not to worry about...how can i not worry? i cant write anymore tonight...this is where ill write about this. my myspace is too public and i really just need a place where few people know i go to vent...