ok i just had this super long entry, but it got deleted when i tried to save it, so lets try it again. so yea...someone found this diary who shouldnt have...so i dont know what im gonna do yet..dunno if its gonna be private or not... thing i learned this weekend: 1. im a happy drunk 2. im not as over my past as i thought i was 3. some people really annoy me when theyre drunk...wait...even when theyre sober... Quote of the weekend: ~While looking at a gay dating site w.justin (tonys gay suitemate) "Now that's a big ole black peepee!!" soooo drunk this weekend. at least im a happy drunk. i remember everything. i know i had a huge urge to lay down. so i slid out of my chair onto tonys lounge floor, and i stayed there for half an hour with ym bottle of wine. hahahaha we had huge amounts of fun. so im not as over my past as i thought i was. i was elected by someone NOT EVEN AT THE PARTY to go talk to tonys angry, shitfaced friend louie. i go in there and im talking to him and hes sitting there, eyes rolling back into his head, breathing hard...and then he pukes. just reminded me of my step dad, even tho he never got that way...i just had flashbacks...and those arent fun ESPECIALLY when im drunk. so yea, football game this weekend w.tony, they better get their asses in gear and win...its my first game...and then im supposed to go shopping with justin. im not in a very good mood today...idk...but ive gotta go clean my room and stuff...shopping with mom later maybe...so who knows... if i do make this a private diary, just comment to be added... __________________________________________________________________________ figured out how to do this...thanks to a great buddy!! not the best pic of me, but its all ive got for now...thats me n tony!! woot woot!! CHUG CHUG CHUG!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thats Joe in the background cheering me on...what a good pal, promoting my drunken-ness...at least i dont do it much...