at first i was dreading today, it was the last time i get to see Mike until either October when he comes home or until i get to visit him. but now i'm dreading tomorrow and the days after that don't involve Mike in them at all : [ i'm sure it will work out in the end, but it's going to be such a drastic change. I love him, and he loves me & that is all that matters ♥ i wouldn't trade him for anything in this world : ] Jenni and i wore matching outfits for twin day at band today< 3 we would have won, but drum majors can't win so instead Luci and Theresa won. band was so much better today, we progressed at least 2 x as much as yesterday. after band Mike picked me up and we went to get his hair cut, all buzzed off. it looks really good though, i love it any way< 3 than Mark, Sean, Mike and i all went to ortley. i talked to Jenni for awhile ♥ than went in the water. i stole Mark's surfboard and i tried a few times. once i stood up, but lost my balance and fell. but it felt really cool standing, i wanna go again : ] we went back to my house, and Jimmy, and Ryan eventually came over. we walked down to the Country Club golf course to play man hunt but left ten minutes after. than went swimming for awhile which was fun, than got to spend a little time with Mike than had to say our good-byes : [ worst feeling ever, even though it hasn't really hit me yet that i won't get to see him tomorrow, or the next.. so i've got work to occupy me during the time i'd normally spend : [ i'm super nervous about starting work on my own since my training time is done. now i'll be on my own, and it'll be all my fault when the waitresses hate me for doing a horrible job at being a hostess than people will get frusturated with me cause i take a gazillion minutes to count change, LAME. whatever, it's money : ] i'm trying to think positive so i can fall asleep halfway happy.