tuesday

lotslotslots of stuff. this weekend, kim came home for spring break and sean & mark for the weekend, which all equals exciting fun :) abc, mall, wawa, mi casa, and all the amazing joys of those places with those people. plus there was some nicole! and jenni, which are always love pluses. this week is hspa's, which enable you to graduate high school if you pass. it's a little nerveracking knowing if i don't pass, there's a chance i won't graduate but it's all basic stuff pretty much and went by pretty fast. so there was this girl i talked to a little because i used to go to church with her. well, at the end of the class her ap teacher said she should bring in a book by her favorite author they've been reading in class tomorrow for our hspa class. and she said that for us, she'd need to bring in dr. seuss. that really pissed me off because i'm not stupid, and everyone in that class knows how to read. just because you're ap doesn't mean everyone else around you is mentally slow. so after class i told cassidy about it, and i said how it was really bitch of her to say something like that and it ended up the girl was right behind us. hmm, even though she was really nasty, i hope i didn't make her day bad :( askdjaskdj anyway, i wasn't allowed to go to the nurse after we finished playing in band for no reason, yet again. i honestly didn't see the reason for that, he already had me for part of my practice time but he couldn't give me three minutes to go to the nurse for something i needed to do. it was during class when we weren't doing anything, i would have been back on time to march. i thought it was completely ridiculous and it really pissed me off that he did that. if he has a reason than fine, just tell me and i'll understand. wateverrrrrr today was my first day running in track :) i was so excited, and i forgot how much i love it. saturday i have practice 8-10 in the morning and i'm pretty sure i have to be at school for the st. patrick's day parade at 10:30. i'm such a lazy person, i've never had to do something like that before and if i have i've just not done one hahah. love isn't so sweet right now. it's a jumble of feelings, and i can't weigh them out. probably because the love takes up a lot of feeling, and i can't be without it.
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love..lol...i think it is funny tat we think it is such a wonderful thing. it is, don't get me wrong, but cum on..lol..love..words that go with love are- hurt, sad, pain, confused and different. it's just funny that such a good thing...floats right on the edge of those things.