by the way, because of this alyssa and nick hooking up situation, i'm not so excited about prom anymore. i kind of feel like maybe we should switch dates. he told alyssa he has liked her for two years, but he was drunk. usually you tell more of the truth though drunk. i don't know. mike and i talked tonight about a lot. and a few things he said to me caught me by surprise and made me feel a whole lot better because he has never said things like this. him: and btw the other night wen u were trying to reach sean and i u kno i wouldve answered my phone if it wasnt dead him: that kinda hurts that u didnt expect me to him:i never ignore ur calls him: u kno im always here if u actually need me our talk just helped a lot. i felt so weak today, i didn't know what to do with myself. i was giving up.