i have a friend i never thought i'd be so close with, and it scares me sometimes. in several ways we are very alike and it seems like we always have the same problems. sometimes we are just opposite ends which makes it easy for us to connect. he worries me lately, and there isn't much i can do. i don't think he's okay, and he needs to smile and be happy. soon i hope. courtney is bringing TWO boys to the movie tonight. she's got mad skills, hollllla. i got hit on by a dirtbag smoker, while i was on the phone with my dad. awkward? i actually did my make-up today, did my hair nice, and wore a regular shirt beside a t-shirt. don't know wen the last time i did that was. if only Mike were here, we could go on a date and i would feel pretty. except, my boy doesn't enjoy conversing with me, it's pretty sad.. dad got good news today :)