i'm not at all much better today. i slept a lot so i had more energy, not much though. i did nothing at all today beside watch tv. my mom made me hot chocolate and i ate half a bowl of easy mac. i feel annorexic cause i've barely eaten since saturday afternoon, not intentionally though. at first i wasn't hungry at all, but than wen i did become hungry i didn't have any appetite to eat so i just didn't. ugh, so anyway i know i'm not going to school tomorrow again and i wish i was. i wish i had some books with me to do some homework, but of course i don't. i fell asleep tonight, and woke up sweating and a pain in my chest. it hurts so bad, feels like an air bubble stuck in my heart. i better be healthy for the SATs on saturday. that would be lame if i wasn't cause i already paid and i need practice, a lot of it. i want to cry, but i don't want it to start hurting worse.