monday

is it wrong for me to get jealous because someone else is calling my best friend my nickname i had for her with my other best friend? i know i'm lame, i get jealous easily and i can't help it. tonight was not a good night. i can't take being blamed for everything anymore. at his first attempt to get offline and do homework, he didn't because other people started to im him. the second attempt he had to add a wise ass remark, so of course i responded because he left it unfinished. and than i get blamed for his delay of not getting offline. i am so sick of this. he complains about what i talked about, but he never gives me anything else to talk about. unless it is sexual, of course it's fine than. i don't want to talk about anything goddamn sexual. i want to be appreaciated and loved. than he wonders why i feel like i don't make him happy.
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jealousy is never fun, but i'm a very jealous person too. :[ its kinda something me and you got stuck with.

mike is weiird.
i hope everything turns out fine with you guys though.< 3
you know i love you a lot.