Are weird. and thats how i feel right now... im not sure if im sad, releaved, happy, or whatever. but atlast today i told fi. she was very understanding and reasonable, thats why i like her.
now... i dunno. i just don't know. i think this is a good thing. to let go of the wanting, let go of the memory. its tugging at a part thats quite deep inside of me. fuck. whatever. i'm ok... now its of my chest, i should be able to just get on with getting over her and get on with starting afresh.
ok, so im pretty tired... which is a bad sign , because i've been tired all week, maybe im getting sick again, and my glands are a little swollen... but maybe im over imagining them... we'll see how it goes.
But did you know,
That when it snows,
My eyes become large and
The light that you shine can be seen.
Baby,
I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grave.
i'm azn, i'm supposed to like them.
the two boys pictured above look so carefree. i wish i were them.
onlyy, in a girl form.
good. youu told her. how brave youu are.
neverr let go of memories. who knows?
theyy could be all youu have left in the future. neverr let go of memories.
let fate do the thinking.
yeah i've thought about memories a lot.. and well i came to the comclusion that they are something you need to have, so that when no ones around you atleasat have something. maybe. so im not trying to forget Fi, im trying to forget why i like her! so i can just be a friend, cos that's what she needs.