I was talking to my mum the other day. and i was nervous. i was talking about stuff that i had lost, and how i was pissed off, i thought, i dunnno, i became all anxious that she wouldnt do something... its weird... did i htink she was going to yell at me or something... i dunno. I know i didnt like it and i tried to stop the conversation because i was just thinking Holy Shit Holy Shit Holy Shit the whole time. i dont think i should be nervous around my mum, and so maybe thats another reason why im leaving... and how! so now i've finished all my exams... i now have around 2 months before i start uni! what do ya do? im at a loss. The things that I've loved the things that I've lost The things I've held sacred that I've dropped I won't lie no more you can bet I don't want to learn what I'll need to forget