good things take time. i guess. but all these old sayings are exactly that... old. and im beginning to wonder if some of these older words and actions will ever be done and dusted. i was listening to an old geezer at work troddle on about how he's had to learn three different unit systems in his lifetime and he was listing all these imperial units that i'd never heard of. and the metric system hasnt been around that long and all ready knowledge is being made redundant. i cant feel sad about it because a better system is in use now.. supposedly. i guess when a knowledge is updated the new one is slowly phased in and the old phased out. we are in the stage where some people still use the old system and some people the new. this muddle comminucation a bit but we still seem to get on alright, even if i have to ask google everytime a recipe says 30mins at 350 degrees fahrenheit or whatever. i can help but think its the same with everything. record store girl you're special too bad you're off to ireland and im in love with somebody else. office honey you're beautiful and married and im in love with somebody else. Uni Girl you matter the most to me but you're not here and im in love with no one else. someone told me that love is all you need, and that needing love is not love at all. im trying to do that. its hard to just think about the feelings, i YEARN for contact. to say i dont need you here because i love you would be a big step towards us surviving your impending departure. i wonder if i will make the effort to love you without need.