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whow. carrying on a one sided convo with the leanna. so. today we got our 'progress reports' which are these stupid things that tell us how were doing in school, and it's in levels so it's even more stupid. i got 2 level fours (the highest, 80-100%) and 2 level threes (the second highest, 70-79%) the two level fours are in spanish and history, my level threes are in drama and english. this surprised me, i though i'd be doing better but in drama i was told the reason i had a low mark was because i was away for 4 days that we probably did something important then. but oh well, i'll boost my mark up somehow.. as well as in english. that'll get higher too i'm counting on it. happy happy... me and tes talked today at lunch :P i told her why i was being the way i am but not all of it so were still having problems. when she was leaving i told her to come back and i hugged her and she told me i she loved me and i just couldn't think and i wanted to say i love you too but it came out as a 'i do too' which made me feel like crying. when she stood up her face looked weird and she just walked away. i hate it, i want things to work out between us. oh well. i know she'll read this later on probably so for tes: I love you too.
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i read that and all i heard in my head was "everybody hurts" by rem... crazy because i hate rem
i want to change for you...ill try as hard as i can...so this can all work out...love you

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