What a horrid time to get your period. Like seriously. I hate when that happens. It feels so ick, and I hate feeling ick. Okay, anyway... Me and Jess talked on the phone for two hours (or longer) last night. We had this giant in-depth conversation about almost everything. It was including, like (like like like.) facades and fake masks and if we're truly happy, and suicide and friends and boyfriends (and/or girlfriends) and everything else. It's really surprising, because I remember putting in one of my entries that me and Jess had never had an in-depth talk about things and that was a hinderance to me. It's very surprising that, how alike on the outside, can also be reflected on the inside. I won't go into major detail, seeing as how I'd be telling you (and the viewers of my diary.) alot more about myself that I don't feel like divulging. But, it was, kind of... special. Like, not a romantic special, but a friendship special. And it made me happy to know that she could talk to me like that, when earlier on she said she normally didn't talk to her friends about things she felt on the inside. I could relate alot of stuff to her. One thing that was big in our conversation was how people saw us. We both have the same sort of personality, at least on the outside, we're exuberant and hyper and always happy and making people laugh. And we talked about how it's impulse to do that, even when we're feelings down. She said she always has a facade up, to make sure no body notices is, and I kept telling her "You don't have to put up a facade around me, Jess, you don't have to worry about me leaving." That was another thing she stressed to me. She grew up without a lot of friends, so now that she has them, she's going to hold onto them. She's afraid they might leave her. I told her she wouldn't have to worry about that with me. Well anyways, it was quite enlightening. Oh yeah, I told her about me wanting to be a coroner and she called me "so damn weird." Hahah. Thats the point, dontcha know dontcha know. Ahgggg cramps. I'm meeting her 'friend' Amanda-Morgan or something like that. I'm not very excited. I don't really like meeting new people. And of what she's told me about this 'Amanda-Morgan' she doesn't seem very nice. Oh well. At least it's only skating, it's not like she's sleeping over. AHHHGGG CRAMPSSS. ~Ja SOPO (The crampy one.) EDIT Going to revamp revamp revamp. Yayyy. Or maybe not, oh well. Maybe I will, maybe I won't.