it seems to me that when i find someone that makes me feel something different and new i lose them in some way and i dont think i like that...makes me sad...then again what doesnt make me sad? i havent found one thing that makes me not sad...makes me think i wonder if there is someone in the world that might understand me...i guess im just alone in my thougths and the thought of that scares me...weird..ok...so this weekend im going to hang out with 2 people i have not seen for a while...i miss them! ok nothing more to say leave comments and be kewl byeee GIVE ME HUGS IF YOU LOVE ME and say sorry to the cows you meany ps.play with my new kittie neko..click on him and drag your mouse he chases it..shes cute...