so today i didnt go to stupid counsling ya anyways..today nothing happened, dirty amparo is so immature. she had her step son call me with her on the other line to listen to what i had to say about her. how immature she is like almost 40 that is something they would expect me to do that and i dont...what the fuck....anyways. i miss him alot and we cant even see each other this weekend. god i cried. how dumb am i? i need to not be so dumb. i just want him to be happy and i feel totally hopeless and sadder than normal because i feel like i cannot do anything to help him...god life is so gay i dont understand it. i love him all kinds too and i dont think he understands how much i do. whatever i have to go everyone so be kewl and leave me all kinds of kewl comments..byee