sooo...i just got done doing soo much fucking extra credit work and plain yucky butt homework..soo ya today was weird..i was sooo fucking sad again i keep cutting myself and its getting deeper and deeper every time but as much as i want to stop i cant i like the pain and blood soo much. well..do you ever get that feeling when one of your good friends is competing with you for everything and stupid shit??? well i feel like that constantly and if it continues i wont...well...fuck everyone who has caused me pain...and everyone else..i love you.... AMANDA PREBYL I LOVE YOU