god everytday i just keep falling deeper and harder into depression its so unbelievable...its unreal i fucking hate it soo much...i dont want to be like this anymore im going to drive myself more and more crazy....its like im sitting in a room alone i dont know what to think and im watching everything through a fucking screen or soemthing fucking random like this i dont even kow how to explain it i will write later but you must be oober bored if your on my fucking diary just go the fuck away i hate this by the way im putting pictures on here if anyone cares..hopefully it will work this time...im so fucking stupid