why does life have to be so shitty sometimes? right when everything is ok and good for a while then it fucking falls down the drain again i guess its my fualt for getting myself into this shit but i cant help it i will do anything just to be numb and not feel anything. fuck me jesus why do you do this go fuck up a niggers life and not mine im sick of this bullshit i would do what i want but i already promised alot of people i wouldnt so i cant...ew