sooo i finally got my computer back go me so now i wont be so god damn bored every night when i cant sleep...actually computers can get boring but for the momemnt it isnt...so yay be happy for me...so lately things have been really shitty. oh wait! when are they ever not shitty??? ew..so like i feel like my famlily is totally falling apart and its so lame because they try to fix it but they all disagree and cant compromise and are way to controlling and it just wont happen...then not to mention that shit that happened over the weekend....ew im not even going to go into it...wekk basically my dad knows about everything and then some shit that i think was made up or misunderstood...whatever fuck it i dont even care right now...then with my counsler fuck just shit is bad and stupid and then....on to the matt thing...i havent seen him since saturday and i finally went and i was like freaking out then i only got to talk to him for like 5 minutes but it was so amazing and i cant wait to talk to him again and go to see him because he wont be working in the electronics he is in toys now BOOYA electronics got pretty boring so im glad they moved him well im going to go now bye